Sometimes, when I look back at the way I lived my life, I do sometimes wish, I didn’t do the things I did. Regret is so far fetched. I do envisage what could have happened when I culled another option. Strange as it is, we habitually have a preference over one particular choice.

Went to watch Made of Honour with dear Irma and Tini. They looked tired but they still have the strength to shop.... . Gambatte Tini, just a few more days before the school holiday. 

By the way, Patrick Dempsey is so …. Sexy. He is like an eye aphrodisiac. The more you look at him, the more amorous his body seems and all these salacious ruminations foray my brain. Basically he turns me on…did I just say that?? Lol

Wouldn’t divulge the story but it’s a nice movie overall. Though for me, I have never believed that fairytale exist. They just don’t. And Lina don’t try to convince me cause you have failed despite your endless tries.

Do you believe fairytales exist?

Why must there be fairytales? They are just postulations or so called assumptions that we have in life. To have the perfect, absolute and impeccable life, that we knew is not possible. Beatitude is the main goal but is it feasible and practical in the world we lived in. We will end up disgruntled for the failure to actualise the belief of ‘ Happily ever after’.

Forgive me if you don’t share the same sentiments. My conviction clearly believes that fairytales do not exist. It is just a figment of imagination of the communal who choose to believe that there is such a thing as ‘Happily ever after’.

I personally believe blissfulness and happiness are products of your own belligerent. We have to travail, strive and work our ass off to obtain felicity. Then your hard work is worth it.

I believed in happiness but not in ‘happily ever after’.

This is just something that got me thinking.

By the way people, I will be leaving next Monday to Batam for my community service. So I wont be home for 4 days. Anything-just sms or call k. Have a lovely week people…